Sunday, February 20, 2011

No 26 :: Silence

Silence is the world at peace,
when nothingness come to no bound,
when ambience stop and freeze,
silence kills the sound.

Silence is the heart at ease,
when emotions halt its pace,
when feelings arent important piece,
leaving the heart as an empty case.

Silence is undecided mind,
waiting to see the unclouded sign,
choosing a step at the right time,
or leave it be on how fate will bind.

Silence is self ignorance,
of hopes and love that came,
of passion and crucial importance,
that this heart once took precedence.

Silence is stealth retreat,
from things that has lost interest,
slowly leaving all behind,
with no sound but just a sign.

Silence is obfuscation,
forcing me into deliberation,
desperately impulsion,
i had to make the decision.

Your silence is killing me inside,
slowly bleeding my pride,
dont know how long will i able to hide,
my fractured fragile heart.

Once you asked me if i could wait for you,
if thats what it takes, i would do,
but your silence leaves me with nothing to hold to,
so i'll back away if that what you wish me to do.

I never want to end it here,
our relation that now i'm not even sure,
but your silence is keeping me in fear,
that i could no longer hold my tears.

Sorry i had to go away,
sorry i never meant it this way,
sorry since we first caught eyes,
cos silence, it is a sad goodbye.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

No 25 :: How should if i could?

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But we are not
I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off but i'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

No 24 :: Words

Don't make decisions when you're angry, don't make promises when you're happy.